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I Can't Love Her
I can’t love her. I cannot fall for her because once I start I will fall and fall until there is nothing left in my universe but the love I have for her. I cannot fall because she will never catch me. Because one way or another she will hurt me, she will always hurt me, she has been hurting me every single moment since the moment we first met. At first when she refused to talk to me, when she scorned me because everyone in our grade thought she was me on her first day of school, when she choose her other friends over me, when she was exiled along with me and we became best friends in that instance, when showed up at my dance studio dressed as a vampire and she was so beautiful she made my heart burst wide open, when we lost communications after I left our middle school, when our friendship was stitched back together in freshman year, when I accused her of leaving me a hateful anonymous voicemail, when I finally got up the courage to tell her that I like girls and she fully accept
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Innocence Revoked
The little girl sits at the edge of her parents enormous king-sized bed, absentmindedly braiding her Barbie’s long blonde hair while she stares wide-eyed up at the t.v. screen as the cartoon caricature of Lizzie McGuire acts out a slap-stick version of her latest teenage antic. She doesn’t hear him enter the room and pays no attention to him as he leans back behind her, stretching out along the length of her parent’s bed. He asks her if she wants to play a game but she refuses, saying that they could play another time when Lizzie wasn’t on. ‘But it’s a grown-ups game‘ he says, ‘they play it all the time and it’s really fun. I promise if you don’t like it you can go back to watching your show.‘ The little girl still doesn’t move, her eyes so transfixed by the silly blonde caricature in orange platforms that she doesn’t even notice that he’s moved right next to her. A commercial comes on and before she ha
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Against the World
You and me against the world
that’s how it’s always been.
Our erratic families and their faulty expectations and empty promises;
Our teachers and employers with their bets on our heads, pinning us against each other to see who the world breaks first;
Our peers with their bullshit superiority, their snide comments and exasperated eye rolls.
You and me against the world;
storm chasers,
fire players,
hell raisers.
You are not my world.
You are my universe.
You are the sun, the center of my life, the place where everything is forged in light and where everything will eventually be destroyed.
In your absence there is nothing but a gaping black hole;
sucking any and everything into this endless void of gravity-
falling and
falling and
through nothing.
Playing with fire
don’t want to get burned,
adrenaline junkies won’t ever learn.
the usual cliche list of vices.
You were my first hangover,
my first hi
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Sun and Moon :iconluckyclover97:luckyclover97 0 0
You Said Okay
It all started with closed eyes and a feeling in my gut telling me I need to keep them shut the whole time cause if they opened even for a second and I saw your lips they'd suck me in like black holes and they bend light it was then that I realized that you were not my world you were my universe
Sometimes when I look up I see stars that cut through the sky and fade quickly into nothingness and I pray that you're not that fleeting cause when we're lying in bed I get the same feeling that gravity will just turn off and I'll fall endlessly into something much larger than I am and I wonder if that's what it feels like to die and if I'll ever understand God in my lifespan cause I wanna see God I wanna know what God feels like
But with the weight of the Bible I will break Adam's rib and repeat my dear Eve you do not take after this you were not made in a man's image but if that's the case why do you feel so lost in the empty space that his hand is in why do I wait wondering how long it'll ta
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The Kingdom Where Nobody Dies
Why is death such a bad thing? Why is dying or killing yourself so horrible? How can something so simple, so natural, even sometimes so beautiful, be so unspeakably horrifying? Everyone says that when you die you go to a better place, some peaceful land where you’re reunited with all of your lost loved ones, where you finally receive every answer to every mystery of the world and the part you played in it. Some even say that death is not the end, but the beginning: with each life that is ended or taken, another is granted, a better one than the one before, or sometimes those who were meant to suffer are met with karma. Why is death sad? The answer is simply that it’s not; death is beautiful and natural, and it is welcomed and accepted by those who know this. Some say that death is selfish, that those who yearn for and welcome it are thinking only of themselves and not of the ones who will be left behind to mourn their passing. Suicide is wrong because it’s purposefull
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Here's to... :iconluckyclover97:luckyclover97 0 0
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Love Is To the Highest Bidder :iconluckyclover97:luckyclover97 0 0
Snow White
Hair black as ebony,
lips red as blood,
skin as white as snow...
So beautiful, even in death, that the men couldn't bare to bury her;
they laid her in a glass coffin...
Death was not her end;
the poison,
the chemicals,
could not remove her strife.
She had been tricked,
cheated by death.
She escaped the arms of death
but fell victim to the kiss of life,
True loves kiss shall break the spell,
true loves kiss shall end your curse.
Can it end the pain?
Will it take away the beauty,
take away the pain?
The suffering at the hands of vanity.
'He will take me in his arms and carry me away,
he will envelope me in adoration,
he will love me...'
In death there is relief,
but there is non to be found when submerged in a mirror.
Her reflection:
eternally lovely,
never changing...
They will come from miles around to marvel at her radiance,
they will lay flowers at her feet;
red for passion,
pink for love,
white for purity... never for peace.
Her image will ne
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I Can't...
I feel like laughing…
        So laugh.
I can’t…
I feel like dancing…
        So dance.
I can’t…
I feel like screaming…
        So scream.
I can’t…
I feel like crying…
        So cry.
I have…
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Don't Let Me Know
I wish you were a bad man,
I wish you made it easier,
I wish you'd done something unforgivable...
'Cause holding onto you is that all I can do until
I learn the hands around my throat are my own.
Don't let me know if it hurts
if it hurts you,
I don't want to be your friend that you turn to.
That you won't pull me close
but you can't let me go
don't let me know,
don't let me know,
don't let me know,
don't let me know...
I wish I never met you
now I gotta forget again,
I wish you didn't know me
So damn well.
Mmmmm.... Don't tell me that you're scared
every time that I'm not there,
don't you open up my heart again.
Oh, don't let me know if it hurts
if it hurts you,
I don't want to be your friend that you turn to.
That you won't pull me close
but you can't let go
don't let me know,
don't let me know,
don't let me know,
don't let me know...
If you think there's a chance you can fall again,
that you've tried and you've failed
to stop loving me...
Don't let me know if it hurts
if it hurts you
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It's like having no control;
being alone...
I have no control over my impulses,
and it's like having to protect myself from me.
I'm like a poison,
like a knife,
like a drug...
I'm high on myself and I can feel myself spiraling out of control.
It's like floating in freezing water and having someone's hands clasped around your throat.
My hands...
I can feel myself being held beneath the surface,
can feel my body going numb,
can feel the icy liquid seeping into my system,
freezing me in a perpetual state of instability.
I am a drug to myself,
I am addicted to my own self-harm,
I am high on my ability to lose control...
I have no control
over myself...
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Bang Bang
You're prettier than me,
you're all prettier than me...
You're dead.
You're smarter than me,
you're all smarter than me...
You're dead.
You're better than me,
you're all better than me...
You're dead.
Now I'm the prettiest.
Now I'm the smartest.
Now I'm the best.
Now I'm the loneliest...
I'm dead.
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f** :iconluckyclover97:luckyclover97 0 0
Looking For a Sign
Walking up the hill tonight
when you have closed your eyes
I wish I didn't have to make all those mistakes
and be wise.
Please try to be patient
and know that I'm still learning.
I'm sorry that you have to see
the strength inside me burning.
But where are you my angel now?
Don't you see me crying?
And I know that you can't do it all
but you can't say I'm not trying.
I'm on my knees in front of her
but she doesn't seem to see me.
With all her troubles on her mind
she's looking right through me.
And I'm letting myself down
satisfying you
and I wish that you could see
that I have my troubles too.
Looking at you sleeping
I'm with the girl I know.
I'm sitting here weeping
while the hours pass so slow.
And I know that in the morning
I'll have to let you go
and you'll be just a
once I used to know.
But for these past few days
someone I don't recognize.
This isn't all my fault.
when will you realize?
Looking at you leaving, I'm looking for a sign...
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Corner of the Sky
Everything has it's season,
everything has it's time,
show me a reason and I'll soon show you a rhyme.
Cats fit on the window sill,
children fit in the snow,
why do I feel I don't fit in anywhere I go?
Rivers belong where they can ramble,
eagles belong where they can fly,
I've got be where my spirit can run free,
gotta find my corner of the sky...
Everyone has their daydreams,
everyone has their goal,
people like the way dreams have of sticking to the soul.
Thunderclouds have their lightning,
nightingales have their song,
and don't you see I want my life to be
something more than long...
Rivers belong where they can ramble,
eagles belong where they can fly,
I've got to be where my spirit can run free,
gotta find my corner of the sky...
So many people seem destined
to settle for something small,
but I won't rest until I know I have it all.
So don't ask me where I'm going
just listen when I'm gone,
and from far away you'll hear me singing
softly to the dawn...
Rivers belong where they ca
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Seven Songs of Sin
All for one,
None for all;
Together we stand,
Alone we fall.
Crash and burn for all I care.
It's not me in that mess out there.
Sex and fame and violence await
I will not bow to your horrible fate
As blood is spilt and the famed arise,
I am not sure I can compromise.
This life of lust is too good you see
To fall to your level of pride and agony.
Why can't you solve your own problems?
I do not see
How I can fix your agony.
My mind is great,
But my limbs are tied
To this comfy life of nothing.
The TV is on,
My mind is blank.
For this life of sloth,
I've you to thank.
My power is great.
My money is greater.
For these ways of life know no falter.
Power and wealth is what I seek.
For gold and riches, I will not be weak.
I will get what I want,
You cannot stop me.
For my life of greed is all I will ever need.
Piles and piles and piles of riches
Are piled so high they seem to touch the sky.
All of these things and so much more
Isn't nearly enough of what I'm looking for.
Gluttony is controlli
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you show me a bottle of advil. you say to me, “if i swallow all these pain pills at once, do you think i’ll finally stop hurting?”
“you shouldn’t joke about that,” i say.
in retrospect, i should have been grateful.
it was the only joke you’d ever told where i wasn’t the punchline.
i’d like to write your name in a bathroom stall. i’d like to come back every day, checking for tears in sharpie’d letters. for a “he’s such a scumbag.” for a “you’re not alone.”
i guess i want to think that you’re a criminal mastermind. i want to think that you’re a serial heartbreaker. i want to think out there, somewhere, is somebody else like me, who you’ve hurt.
(i know you’re none of those things. i know that you’re just a boy – and, really.
that's the saddest part of all.)
i taught you how to stargaze, and how to uncross your arms and let people in
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Please Let Me Know
I wish I was a better man
I wish I had made it stronger
I wish I could save you with my will
but holding onto you is all that I can do until
I realize it's not enough to save you
Please let me know if it hurts
if it hurts you
Your feelings are so much more than valid,
I'm sorry I haven't listened
I'm sorry I've been away
but I've been getting better
taking a step forward every day
I won't let go
not because I can't
but because I don't want to
I'll pull you real close
not because you need me
but because I need you
so please let me know
let me know
let me know, each time
I'm so glad I met you
I never will forget you
even if you want to forget me
and yeah I am scared
because I have always cared
and will always care about you
Don't tell me I've opened your heart
when you've dug a hole into mine
Don't tell me it was never open before
because your love IS too kind
to ever have been closed off
I won't let go
not because I can't
but because I don't want to
I'll pull you real close
not because
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My water
lifts me up
when I'm down
I'll stay afloat
even when I drown
the coolness runs through my blood
happiness flows out becoming a flood
spreading kindness in waves of chain reactions
"A simple smile can turn around a person's whole entire day. If not, hugs always help."
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Creature Comfort
Down into the depths of her mind
lives a creature who's not very kind
His fangs are sharp and ready to slice
been there, done that more than thrice
This little monster isn't all that rare
he shows up in school, dreams, nightmares
The teachers always said she was out of tune
already gone but much too soon
In their thoughts they held her soul close by
made sure she was fine but hoped not to pry
Now, she's still alive, hanging by a string
a tired angel flying with only one wing
You'd think her peers would want to stop in
Take a little time to wash her of sin
Maybe tell a tale or grasp her hand
stare for a while at her wristband
As much as I'd love to tell you a lie
they never said anything but “try not to die”
Her parents, oh God, they were the worst
only came once to sit and to curse
A phone call or two, but that was the end
they were scared their little girl wasn't on mend
This made her sad, afraid of it being her fault
that she had to go and bring her life to a halt
A stand
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Only When There Are Fireflies
The stars dotted the night sky
A million fireflies illuminating the world below
The breeze was gently as it passed
Through each new leaf
Through each tall blade of grass
Fingers interwoven joined them together
Heads lying side by side
As the earth turned slowly, ever so slowly
Nothing was needed to be said
Just a soft movement of one hand quickly squeezing the other
A brush of lips on hair
Maybe a tear here
And maybe one there
Joy and sadness, just waiting for the dawn
Just one more night, one more hour
Till dawns first light
Back to their worlds back to their lives
Little hand held devices with silent words
Help remind them of what has passed
What is to come when the fireflies return once again
A world for them, lovers torn by space
They return to their world
They return to each other.
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Chloe Schuyler
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
1) Full Name: Chloe Schuyler Grace (no last name, sorry creepers)

2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone?: Does the Greek muse of dance count?!?!?!

4) Does your name mean anything?: Verdant and blooming…. Isn’t that just great for a sexually active teenager

5) Nick Name(s): Clover, Chlo, worm, AOD

6) Who do you think you look like: idk, my family says I kinda look like Drew Barrymore but idc, I like being my own person

7) Date Of Birth: February 6th

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Manhattan, NY… Ft. Myers, FL UV ray/humidity/mosquito capitol of the effing’ world

9) Nationality: I'm in the U.S.

10) Astrology Sign: Aquarius

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Snake… how appropriate

12) Religion: agnostic, I think organized religion is a bunch of hypocritical bullshit

13) What's your favorite smell?: The smell of rain and lavender

14) Political Position?: I don't vote. *shot*

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: water, I can’t stand coffee ew!

16) Hair + Eye color: Hair: naturally white blonde (& I’m talkin’ paper white, not just honey blonde here) Eyes: blueish grey with gold in the middle, everyone says they’re really pretty but I think they’re weird looking

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: Not really

18) What do you look like?: idk, myself I guess

19) Any unusual talents?: I can touch my leg to the side of my ear while standing up, and hula-hoop with my toe

20) Rightly, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: righty

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: straight… but I’ve made out with a couple chicks too

22) What do you do for a living?: I teach ankle-biters how to ballroom dance

23) What do you do for fun?: theatre, dancing, writing, drawing, etc.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: my body

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: clay, I think sculpting is AWESOME!

26) Have you met your grandparents?: 2 pairs & 1 extra grandma from my older brother whose adopted

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: recently single and not willing to mingle

28) Crush: I hate guys at the moment!

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!!!!!

30) Current worries?: not getting out of this God-forsaken backwards little hell-hole in Florida

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): WTF?!?!?!

32) Favorite place to be?: on stage

33) Least favorite place to be?: Florida!

34) Do you burn or tan?: sun? ew!

35) Ever break a bone?: I broke my back in an acrobatic accident when I was 11

36) What is your favorite cereal?: FRUIT LOOPS!

37) Person you cry with: I’m kind of a loner

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: yup, 3 older ones

39) Any brothers: yup, 3 older ones

40) Any pets: mhm. 4 cats, 1 dog, & a baby ball python

41) An Illness: I’m diabetic if that counts

42) A Pager: do people still use those?!?!?!

43) A Personal phone line: does a cell phone count?!?!

44) A Cell phone: hellz yeah!

45) A visible birthmark: Not unless I'm wearing extra small booty shorts

46) A Pool or hot tub: hot tub, it’s better for making out;)

47) A Car: yep, black Mustang Challenger

Describe Your...

48) Personality: I’m kind of a loner, I’ve got a few close friends but I really hate backstabbers so I pretty much just stick to myself. I’m the creative type (how cliché is that right, the creative loner) I’m just never comfortable with expressing myself verbally, so I do it any other way I can.

49) Driving: Fast & Furious baby!

50) Your clothing style: I like all types of clothing; one day I’ll be all classy & sweet in a sundress w/ wedges, the next I’ll be in full goth wear w/ torn fishnets & black lipstick

51) Room: It’s usually pretty neat, but in terms of style it’s kinda edgy artist meets girly-girl

52) What's missing: in my room? A full blow dance studio

53) School: I hate my school & almost everyone in it (except for my besties;)

54) Bed: super comfy w/ this magenta duvet cover w/ a black chandelier print, TONS of edgy pillows, & my kitties

55) Relationship with your parent(s): they love me, I love them I guess, but I can’t wait to get away from my entire family

56) Do you believe in yourself: ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY!

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: love, no. physical attraction, absolutely!

58) Consider yourself a good listener: if you don’t want it repeat there’s nothing anyone can make me do to talk

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: I wanna be a Broadway star one day, and maybe open up my own dance studio

60) Get Along with your parents: it depends on the situation, kinda redundant with question 55 don't ya think?

61) Save your e-mail conversations: No.

62) Pray: haven't done that in quite a long while...

63) Believe in reincarnation: Yes.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: mostly

65) Like to talk on the phone: not really, I prefer to text or talk face to face

66) Like to eat?: unfortunately yes, but I’m fat as shit so I only eat once a day

67) Like to exercise?: I’m an exercise freak!

68) Like to watch sports?: I can tolerate baseball and the World Cup Finals but that’s about it

69) Sing in the car?: when no one’s with me

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: running away with a freak-show and marrying the vampire ring-leader… wow, that’s creepy but hey so am I

71) Dream in color: yup

72) Do you have nightmares?: only if I’m having a vision… oh yeah, I’m a psychic too;)

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: this skelanimal thing and a stuffed bunny I’ve had since birth

74) Right next to you: water, book, & dream journal

75) On your favorite coffee cup?: Ewww, coffee!

76) On your mouse pad: MacBook

77) favorite flavor of gum?: Berry Blast or spearmint

78) Your brand of deodorant?: Degree

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Morocco or maybe just somewhere simple like London

80) Your dream husband/wife: I don’t really see myself getting married but I’m open to the idea of it

81) Hiding in your closet?: wouldn’t you like to know

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?: Lindzey

84) Your bad time of the day: Morning when I feel like stabbing myself in the side just so I’ll get to stay home from school

85) Your worst fear(s): failing and disappointing everyone I care about

86) What's the weather like: It’s fucking Florida, what do you think

87) Your favorite time of year?: winter;)

88) Your favorite holiday?: Halloween and Christmas

89) A material weakness?: books & shoes… particularly classics & heels

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: I’ve got a pretty basic palate but I actually really like blackberries & peanut butter together… o, & I’m in LOVE with sushi!

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?: prove to people that I’m not an idiot or a day-dreaming floozy

92) The hardest thing about growing up: people’s expectations for your future

93) A pet peeve?: people saying ‘like’ 50 million times in the same goddamn sentence, especially when they have that damn valley-girl accent!

94) Your scariest moment: When I walked in to find my best friend Lindzey blacked out and lying on the floor from a OD with bath salts

95) Your attitude about love?: love is too complicated, & guys suck!

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: I dressed up like a total whore just to get a guy to think I was sexy (mini-skirt, push-up bra, hooker heels & see-through tank top in all) turns out he just thought I was easy

97) The worst feeling in the world: Knowing that if one of my siblings died tomorrow I probably wouldn’t be upset about it

98) The best feeling in the world: being on a stage with lights shining around you and people coming to watch you’re version of perfect

99) Who sent this to you?: idk, I just found it on someone’s profile page

100) . 4 6 people you tag: No one


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Amerfere Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favourite!
ieatrosepetals Featured By Owner May 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello Chloe!
Just dropping by to let you know that some of your poems have been featured here >>[link]<<
luckyclover97 Featured By Owner May 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh my gosh, thank you so much! This really means a lot to me that you like my poetry so much!!!!!
ieatrosepetals Featured By Owner May 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha you're welcome!! :heart:
jdwate Featured By Owner May 26, 2013  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav on Battle in my Mind [link]
luckyclover97 Featured By Owner May 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
of course, it was incredible!!!!!
zacoroneman Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Thank u chloe for the favs! ♥ I miss u lots
PhoenixOfWinterfell Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fave! :D
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thx for the fav!
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thanks for the fave!
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